There isn't much to say about me; I'm nothing that people would deem special. But I'am honest and seek to fill this blog with things that inspire me or make me feel something. Welcome
Feeling like a fat piece of shit. I was going so well. Then I got sick. Then my grandad got sick and I was caring for him. Then I couldn’t exercise outside because I couldn’t afford to get sick because of my tonsil surgery. Then I had my tonsils out and I couldn’t eat properly for over a week and barely ate. Now I’ve weighed myself and I’ve put ON more weight. Pushing 125kgs now.
Pathetic. Fat. Ugly. Disaster. Unloved. Stretch marks. Fatty. Hideous
Personal and gross vent
I had my tonsils out on Wednesday afternoon (it’s now Saturday night). The doctor says sleep and rest, keep up the meds and don’t eat solid food, this is meant to be for 2 whole weeks. My mother however has decided that me getting back to uni is the utmost important thing ever. So she is making me stop taking the strong pain meds, not letting me sleep in the day and ensuring that I’m up and moving :(
I was feeling ok but I’ve gone downhill in the last 4 hours. My throat feels on fire. I hadn’t pooped since Tuesday so it was to the point where I had major stomach cramps, cold sweat, numb body and no control. I had to just sit on the toilet for half an hour.
All I want now is meds and once upon a time, but apparently my laptop won’t read any disks today and the internet is down. Looks like a boring painful night for me
fangirl challenge: 4/5 television shows
Tragedy blows through your life like a tornado, uprooting everything, creating chaos. You wait for the dust to settle, and then you choose. You can live in the wreckage and pretend it’s still the mansion you remember. Or you can crawl from the rubble and slowly rebuild. Because after disaster strikes, the important thing is that you move on. But if you’re like me, you just keep chasing the storm. The problem with chasing the storm is that it wears you down, breaks your spirit. Even the experts agree, a girl needs closure.
Just watched this episode with my daughter. Laughed out loud when I saw this poster. I had forgotten all about this LOL
"Veronica just makes me feel better that I’m an outsider. She embraced it and kicked ass. And that’s what I do."
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